I use a technique like hay bales around a house in Vermont in the winter or as they do in the
urts—fill the triangle between the ground and the low angle. They pack all their clothes, bags,
food, ropes, bedding, saddles, toys, water, and wood in the area inside the canvas. This leaves a
space where herders and guests are able to sit facing the center fire. In my tent, I use my packs of
camera supplies, clothes, medicines and gifts on either side of my sleeping place. Outside, the
ground is boggy and cold, snow having just left this spring camp. Inside it is cozy. The sparse
larch trees and the ground are brown. Summer hasn’t arrived yet. But with all the right
equipment—a four-season tent, a minus 30-degree down sleeping bag, and a Thermal pad—I am
comfortable now.
Ken knew how build, but we had no money. The friend who gave us the land bought a
warehouse in Island Pond. Ken’s contribution was the labor of taking it down for lumber for both
our houses. I learned that the old lumber was especially high quality, un-planed, full width. Ken
found some discarded storm windows, which we would use for the windows of the house. We
had plans but were living in the tent.
The next day, I put on my hiking boots and my denim overalls, and drove with Ken to the
warehouse in Island Pond. He had taken the walls down and his job was to take the boards apart
and stack them. He set up a workstation for me. My job was to remove and straighten the nails
for our house. For weeks, I stood in what I thought of as my combat boots in the sun or in the
mist with a claw-foot nail puller and hammer. As I worked, I thought about how this was not
what girls brought-up in the fifties like me were trained to do. Women were not taught to be
tough. Women did not wear high boots. Women did not stand all day and prepare nails. Women
stayed in the house to knit, sew, and cook. How did it happen that I was standing here pulling
nails?
An 80-year-old neighbor Fred Tangway often stopped to see how I was doing. After a
couple of weeks of checking, he said, “I never got married, but, Mister Man, if I had met a
woman like you—could pull nails and straighten them up—I would've.”
The town road commissioner, Alfred Cole, was upgrading the road to the property. He
was checking on us, too. He offered to let us use the Town of Newark’s dump truck to carry the
stacked lumber to our land—on one condition. The law, he told us, says that you need a Vermont
license to drive it. I was the one with a Vermont driver’s license. No sooner was I thinking, “Me?
Drive a dump truck?” when I was in the driver’s seat headed toward Island Pond. Beside me,
Ken shifted the gears. The vibration and noise of the truck covered up the butterflies in my
stomach.
Back in the tent that night in Newark, after transporting the wood and piling it on the
ground nearby, we awakened to a screaming sound. It pierced the silence of our land. It was too
close, just outside our tent. I didn’t dare move. I lay rigid like one of those pieces of wood, not
breathing. I was sure that this was some strange animal from the edge of the earth. I had never
heard such an ear-splitting sound. I opened my eyes and stole a glance at Ken, and he at me, at
the same moment. I then knew that I was not imagining this. We moved a little closer, though,
and waited for the sound to die down. It wasn't until morning that we realized what the sound