Holy Spirit was not imparted. I had written thus far when I lost consciousness, and I seemed to
be witnessing a scene in Battle Creek.
We were assembled in the auditorium of the Tabernacle. Prayer was offered, a hymn was
sung, and prayer was again offered. Most earnest supplication was made to God. The meeting
was marked by the presence of the Holy Spirit. The work went deep, and some present were
weeping aloud.
One arose from his bowed position and said that in the past he had not been in union with
certain ones and had felt no love for them, but that now he saw himself as he was. With great
solemnity he repeated the message to the Laodicean church: “‘Because thou sayest, I am rich,
and increased with goods, and have need of nothing.’ In my self-sufficiency this is just the way
I felt,” he said. “‘And knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind,
and naked.’ I now see that this is my condition. My eyes are opened. My spirit has been hard
and unjust. I thought myself righteous, but my heart is broken, and I see my need of the
precious counsel of the One who has searched me through and through. Oh, how gracious and
compassionate and loving are the words, ‘I counsel thee to buy of Me gold tried in the fire,
that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame
of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.’”
Revelation 3:17, 18.
The speaker turned to those who had been praying, and said: “We have something to do.
We must confess our sins, and humble our hearts before God.” He made heartbroken
confessions and then stepped up to several of the brethren, one after another, and extended
his hand, asking forgiveness. Those to whom he spoke sprang to their feet, making confession
and asking forgiveness, and they fell upon one another's necks, weeping. The spirit of
confession spread through the entire congregation. It was a Pentecostal season. God’s praises
were sung, and far into the night, until nearly morning, the work was carried on.
The following words were often repeated, with clear distinctness: “As many as I love, I
rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent. Behold, I stand at the door, and knock:
if any man hear My voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and
he with Me.” Verses 19, 20. No one seemed to be too proud to make heartfelt confession, and
those who led in this work were the ones who had influence, but had not before had courage
to confess their sins.
There was rejoicing such as never before had been heard in the Tabernacle. Then I aroused
from my unconsciousness, and for a while could not think where I was. My pen was still in my
hand. The words were spoken to me: ‘This might have been. All this the Lord was waiting to do
for His people. All heaven was waiting to be gracious.’ I thought of where we might have been
had thorough work been done at the last General Conference, and agony of disappointment
came over me as I realized that what I had witnessed was not a reality” (Testimonies, Volume
8, 104-106, written in 1903).
Let’s make this dream a reality. Let’s dig deep to study and experience Jesus’ love and salvation on a
whole new level. Let’s partner with Him to prepare for the outpouring of the Holy Spirit so we can
soon be part of the Loud Cry and the coming of Jesus. Let’s give Jesus the joy of seeing us change
from lukewarm to on-fire with love and devotion to Him.